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Monday, February 1, 2010

When did I become a pussy?

I am starting to think this is not for me at all, I have made a enormous effort to be the best man I could be and I am starting to think that my effort has gotten me in a corner in which I will be easily taken for granted. About for years ago I decide that I will never put my trust in another human ever again but that all changed when I met this young lady, I decided to be the best man I could have ever been until this day when I prove the theory that treat then like dogs they treat you like king its real I have proven it over and over again.

Or maybe just maybe the fucking love thing is really not for me at all, after I spent i year and a half weathering the storm of her failed relationship with her and being a good friend the best friend I could be and were ever in my life. I feel as though all my time was time not well spent and for that matter wasted. Now how do I look back from this point on, where do I turn, with whom do I share my pain? I am currently feeling like a fish out of water lost in translation. Is this your definition of love? If that’s the case I don’t want to be in love ever in my life. Normally I am not really the patient person with her I was patient very patient I must add but now I have seen that being the bad guy really paid off and being the all nice cool guy just simple don’t work.

Then the question all came back to me is there any nice guys out there? You really want to know what happened to them, no they are not all taken, I have to agree some are taken but some went bad not because they want to but because of girls like you. Who had a guy good but never taken the time out to appreciate what you have and always thinking the grass is always greener on the other side, now you find out that is not greener its just has a different shades of green, what now, where now? Who is next ?



written about 3 years ago.

7 comments:

Amanda West said...

Ah, Man, I'm sorry 'bout that.

But don't let that get you down.

Not another good guy going bad!!

:) Some girls ACTUALLY REALLY DO like good guys.

Dyinetch said...

Oh don't be a bad guy! The world has enough of that. I guess girls now prefer something different. Good different. ;D

Andhari said...

For me no people are completely good, or completely bad. It's about who you are when you're with a person you love, how you treat them the way they deserve it. If they treat you real good, genuinely love you and everything..it'll be a big mistake to not reciprocate. That's why I live by "jumping into the relationship not just because I'm ready, but when I'm sure my efforts will be worth it".

JStar said...

I am sorry babes that things didnt work the way you had hoped....But dont make her change this attitude...She just wasnt the right woman for you...Sometimes it just doesnt work out no matter how hard you try or how much you love...There is only one right woman for you but you have to test out the others so that you will reconize her...

Julz said...

ahhh the drama of love... *sigh*

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Retromus-ik said...

Love...I believe when you're nice, guy or girl, the person on the other end will take you for granted. Such was my experience, anyway. Sadly, good isnt always repaid with good.

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